I am so sorry to hear of your loss.  Death certainly isn't anything that God ever planned for us.  I have found much comfort in this Scripture found at Isaiah 25:8 . It  say "He will swallow up death forever, And the Sovereign Lord Jehovah will wipe away the tears from all faces." This is so reassuring.  Please visit our website at www.jw.org to learn more about God's promises for us.