I am so sorry for your loss. We look forward to a time when pain, sorrow, sickness, and death are no more. Revelation 21:3-5. In the meantime I hope you are able to draw a measure of comfort, knowing our dear Heavenly Father Jehovah will give you a measure of strength and comfort needed. 1Peter 5:7. My sincere condolences.
Love you cuzin and thinking of you always