Sincere condolences for your loss. I also just lost a loved one in death. It helps to know that Jehovah God yearns to bring them back in a future resurrection to live again in perfect health on a restored paradise earth. His original purpose hasn’t changed. See these scriptures for evidence:Job 14:15; Isaiah 45:18;Psalm 37:9-11,29;Revelation 21:3,4;John 5:28,29 For more see www.jw.org