I am so sorry for your loss. One day soon we will be able to welcome back those we have lost. (John 5:28,29) The world will be beautiful. Full  of peaceful people who are righteous. (Psalms 37:10,11,29) No more will there be sickness, death, and sorrow. (Revelation 21:3,4)  I hope these scriptures will bring you much comfort now and in the days to come.