I am so sorry for your loss. I know how hard this is. God promised to do something for you. In Isaiah 25:8, he tells us he will "swallow up death forever", one day no one will die. And more than that, he will reunite you with your loved one. He even promises a future of everlasting life with your loved one. I know its hard now, and I am so sorry for your loss.
Please accept my sincere condolences for your loss. May the God of all comfort be with and strengthen you during your grief (2 Corinthians 1:3).