I am so sorry for your loss. How you must be heartbroken. Please take comfort in knowing this of God from Psalm 34:18 Jehovah is close to the brokenhearted; He saves those who are crushed in spirit." And this promise at Acts 24:15 And I have hope toward God, which hope these men also look forward to, that there is going to be a resurrection of both the righteous and the unrighteous.