I wasn't going to leave this but I see you everyday I see you every night I have visions of you and I love you so much you are with me in my house you are with me in my car you never leave me you never left me and for that I thank you lena is doing well thank you for watching over
Her. You help me pass my test. Thank you for being with me
Hello Mother I I know today is not your birthday.. your birthday is really on the 24th. I come pray with you today. I went and seen my uncle your brother today and I was so happy to see him. It felt like old times but I want to pray for him and his health heal him mother. I know I have said things in the past but the closeness in the family isn't there I call out for help but I get no answer from anyone in the family people have changed their phone number on me because I'm going through some things in my mind. I want to go talk to your father which is my grandfather but will get harassed about me not giving money towards your casket. I feel like that was his obligation Since you carried so much hurt about your own father for years. I'm still trying to wrap my head around your death. Soon I'm going to start a new path and a new future very soon I will be moving out of this state my family int helping me Cope. I have doctor's appointments and because I don't have support the doctors will cancel on me, so I am moving to a new state to get support. I don't blame this family for not being close I am teaching my child to be emotional because it's no emotion in this family. I'm not asking them for money I just asked them for love and support. I am trying to hang in here for Juanita but I am ready to leave this state and very soon I will since you left is nothing here every corner I turn I see you. I have studied under The Parkers to be ordained for six months. Thank God for all those years of being alone even when you were here I would be alone but I knew God was with me I knew his angels were with me to Guide me and that's why I'm not ready to be with you yet. I want to live to be 100 years old so I can see my daughter grow.. I LOVE YOU.. HAPPY BIRTHDAY.
Thanks uncl