I am so sorry to hear about your loss. God does NOT cause death right now. Ecc. 9:11.  The Bible says  remember our father who is in heaven hallow be your  name, your kingdom come, your will be done on EARTH As it is IN heaven. THIS  is a government under Jesus. When he  does, he will   bring  back the  dead   here  on Earth to be alive again.  He  will  put and end to death no  more wars, tears, pain,  sickness. also the  Earth will be made  a  paradise with tame animals. you will be young again.  Please, read the scriptures.  There is  much more .   Rev. 21:3.-5,   Matt 6:6-10   John 5:28, 29 Job 25:33 Danial 2:44    Palms 83:18  Job 33:25,  For  more comfort,   email me for free at  russt122346@gmail.com  I   do all things for  God  and  Jesus .   And it all is  free,  as  Jesus said  said to go free give free .