So sorry for your loss. To lose a loved one brings undescribable grief I  know. It doesn't go unnoticed by our Heavenly Father Jehovah. He promises to bring an end to suffering, pain and death as recorded at Revelation 21:3,4. He's also promised a resurrection of many people back to live once again with the chance to live forever on a restored paradise earth (Acts 25:14, Psalms 37:9-11,29)