My sincere condolences for your loss. It's painful to lose a loved one I know and this wasn't Gods original purpose. He purposed that we were to live forever in a paradise earth and he will make this happen. He promises to end death and suffering and resurrect many to live again. Please consider these wonderful bible verses at John 5:28,29, Revelation 21:3,4, Psalms 37:9-11,29 www.jw.org