I'm so sorry for your loss. I'm leaving this thought with you: Isaiah 28:5- He will swallow up death forever, and the Sovereign Lord Jehovah will wipe away the tears from all faces.- What do you think about that? One day, death will be gone. Sadness will be gone. That's a promise from God. I know it doesnt change how sad you are right now, and I am so sorry for your loss.
I will miss Rolland's smile! You are in my prayers.