I hold on to you never let go becca I know you have to be on your way it's not my play this is just the way life can place beautiful grace on this scary place where you made a trace that we could follow and pace just right behind fate and take what you brought to the plate my pain can be replaced knowing your in the place I'm going in a mad race to make my case I'm tried and true look at my face I've made mistakes but I can't replace the time I've been graced with your Faith I love you cuzn I never got to tell you that but I know you know now knowing all things hidden

Word cannot express how deeply saddened i am. I love you so much cuz. I have a lot of fond memories of us. I know the lord wanted you up there so he took you. You're with your baby now. And i know youre safe and sound. Rest in paradise.

So young and so beautiful I know so many people are hurt but God had other plans for you may you rest peacefully Rebecca ? and to Jamie and her relatives I send my deepest condolences  ?

Rebecca i couldnt be there to say bye to u today. I really really am saddend and in shock about this all. Prayers out for your family girl. I love u. You are with mijo at least. Rest beautifully and peacfully. Muah from the kids and

I will always remember your mother's unconditional love and giving her all for you....you will truly be missed but in my heart i know you are with your little baby you have forever etched a place in my heart

I can't even begin to say how much I miss you.
I text.call and wait
I am in a space where this doesn't feel real
Dad wears yr rubberband on his wrist
I'll never be able to tell you but I hope you know how much you are loved. I know at times you didn't think so but deep inside you knew. Mama loves you with all my ??

All who visit
Please share a memory

Love you more than words can explain
Yr the cord to my heart
I can't believe tomorrow's a month already.
I wish I can talk to you and you talk back.
I know yr with me because you always were but give Isreal and all yr grandparents a hug for me.
Keep me safe ?? I miss you endlessly ily

This is so hard on a daily basis
I miss your smile
Yr sweet soft voice
I know I nagged you a lot to take care of yrself but you knew I loved you more than life itself
I will never forget u no matter how busy life gets
Ily

LOL I WAS JT AT 711 I REMEMBER OUR PIECE OF SHIT TRUCK BROKE DOWN N JAMIE FRANK N MIZZ BEKKA CAME TO TGE RESCUE IT WAS HOT AS HELL SO I WENT TO GET EVERYONE A SLURPEE I ASKED WHO WANTED ONE N OF COURSE EVERYONE DID SO I  SAID WELL IF U WABT ONE U HAVE TO CONE GET IT BEKKA LOOK WE D AT ME LIKE UH NO I SAID BEKKA U COMING SHE SAID NO N LOOKED AWAY LOL I GOT GER ASS ONE ANY WAY I GOT HER A SU

SUGAR FREE ONE SHE LOOKED AT ME THEN AT FRANK N HE SAID BEKKA DO U WANT THIS ONE N SHR TRADED HIM LOL LIL SHIT THE CRAZY THINGS I REMEMBER ????????

BEKKA IF U EAT U CAN HAVE A CIGG OK I ATE DAD OK HERE MOM FRANK DID U LOOK IN THE TRASH ???????? XRAZY BEKKA

MY GREATEST MEMORY OF U BEKKA WAS THE DAY AT THE SALON U KNOW BRUSHING THE HECK OUTTA THAT HAIR LOL ILL ALWAYS REMEMBER THAT MOMENT IT TOOK A MIN BT WE BONDED IN A WAY THAT MADE COMPLETE SENSE TO US I WISH WE HAD MORE TINE N MORE OF THOSE MOMENTS ??

Been a minute since I've been here
It's hard to keep facing the fact yr not coming home....but you always said "you wanted to go home" who knew it would be in the arms of God
Please Lord help me
I miss you every second.minute.hour.day.week & times just flying by

I remember alllllll the good times.bad too but you know I'm glad God made you my best friend & that we were so close so when either 1 left before tje other we knew we were loved unconditionally.
You're my everything & I really do have a place in my heart for Isreal. I hurt.....a lot yr mama misses you ily

I miss you so much.
Being in yr room looking at yr pictures you have in a keepsake box of yr family. Looking at pictures in an old phone. Reading letters you wrote to family & dad & I . omg i miss u like crazy i go on social media & pour my heart out i feel like you can see me writting everything I wait to hear a reply and yet nothing. I am so lost ily ??

Another day.hour. week has come & gone
I just don't know what to do anymore
I feel so alone
I miss u becca
Mama loves you i miss you bugging me for a pack of cigs every other day because it calms you ????????

Imu
I think of you daily. Yr forever etched in my heart & soul. I had a memory *1 of many but I was thinking of the time when you were about 2 & we would watch ER religiously. You were my lil cheerleading doctor to be. I am so proud you took on Milan at a time in yr life you didn't think you had it in you. Ily imu love mama

Hello my beauty. I remember 1 time you were learning how to drive and you wanted me to teach you so I got in the passenger seat and dad was in back. You floored it and scared the crap out of me I screamed and you told me i was too high strung. Omg yessssss I was/am what I wouldn't do to have you back again. I miss you

3 months today :(
Imu endlessly I was telln yr dad about the time when we first moved to Tulare & you wanted to get reactions from the "white folks" so you would wear baggy sweaters grocery shopping and follow me in save mart saying mooooom slow down for yr pregnant teen daughter. Haha omg I had never told him that .....i miss you my best friend. Ily

Word can't take your pain away and I wish I had more memory's or better memory's of the beautiful shy girl Becca.  One time I was in tulare with the family and memeber her asking if she could have sweets but noone ( tia emma tio primo or prima would ) give her any so me not knowing how serious her dibietes was I offered her a snicker of course her with her sweet shy voice said no thank you

I didnt know you, but I know your Mom and her Love for you. I pray that you are at peace with your Babyboy and both of you are watching over your Momma. Please let her feel your presence and help her heal, as I know God will. Hug and comfort her as each day passes; in dreams, in memories, quotes that come across her wherever she goes.

Todays my bday. I don't want to celebrate I refuse too. I remember last year when you and dad made my day special. Got me a kitchenaide because like yr dad you were my biggest supporter and loved seeing me make cakes. You both always did. I miss you so much nothing will ever be the same but I will hold memories ib my heart as long as i live til I see you again imu ily you & isreal

HEY LIL MIZZ BEKKA IT WAS UR MOMS BDAY YESTERDAY I DIDNT FORGET BT MY DUMB ASS KEPT SAYING IT WAS FRI IDK U KNOW MY MIND IS OUT THERE LOL ANYWAYS I CAME TO SAY HI U T DEEPLEY MISSED UR SMILE GIRL STILL LIGHTS UP EVERYWHERE ITS CONTAGIOUS N OH SO BEAUTIFUL I WAS SITTING HERE TRYING TO FIGURE OUT IF I SHOYLD SAY HAPPY BIRTHDAY UR MOM IS SO LOST WITHOUT U BABY GIRL N I KNOW ITS HARD FOR HER

BT SHES TRYING SO HATD N I KNOW ITS UR SMILE GIVING HER THE STRENGTH SHE NEEDS TO GET THROUGH EVERY .DAY IM SITTING HERE N THE DARK IM LIKE WHAT AM IM GONNA SAY N MY TV JT TURNED ON I WAS LIKE WTF THIS TV HASNT TURNED ON IN MONTHS NOT SURE WHAT THAT MEANS BT I GUESS IT MEANS THERES ALWAYS A LIGHT AHEAD I KNOW U WERE HERE SHINING DOWN ON UR MOM FOR HER BDAY N AS MUCH AS SHE DOBT WANT 2 IM

SAYING IT HAPPPPPPY BIRTHDAY CUZEN I LOVE U 2 THE MOON N BACK BEKKA U R LOVED N MISSED BABY GIRL KEEP SHINING DOWN ON US ????

Well.....I sat with you again. I was remembering when you were little and used to help me cook. You always copied a commercial "it's shake & bake & I helped" omg you are a sweet baby my lil mama I miss making egg rolls with you and holidays coming. It is going to suck more without you helping me in some kind of way. I forever miss u ily & isreal

I took grandma today to the store. Yes just her & I lol well she wanted black flats. I thought of you and broke down. She wanted to same ones we buy you. Idk how to keep going. I just wait. Wait til I see you again. Like sitting all alone at a train/bus station while everyone moving fast on and off but I sit still just waiting. Imu ily becca&isreal

Oh god how I miss you. I miss our lil convos. Yr kiss on my forehead gdnight or just telling me ily. I was remembering when you were younger and we would give homeless people food how you cried because you had it so good & they didn't. You had such a big heart you had no idea how strong you were

Or all your hospital stays & how they poked you a lot I slept on tbe floor if I had too until my bones started aching and I couldn't stay with you but I alwYs knew you're in good hands (gods) but had to alwYs hurry n rush to you. My heart aches for you. I feel no1 hears me and no1 understands. I feel so alone. Ily imu mucho 143

I know it's late but wanted to say happy turkey day to you
I remember last year you went to tia yolis and I was happy.   The year before you had just gotten off yr boot and didn't want to wear it anymore and your feet hurt but that smile you gave me when i took your picture. I know you're with me always.I miss u so bad ily becca & isreal

I really do miss you. Happy New year my sweet bby girl. I remembered a few years ago when we had a NYE party and how excited you always were to hang out w family. I know I promised you 2017 would be a better year for us. I didn't keep that promise some say you're in paradise and it's better than anything I can give you. I am selfish just wish you were here with me. Imu ily & isreal ??????

I think about when you would just want to get out if the house go riding around listening to music. We would go. I miss tne smile it would bring to yr lil face. I think about when you always wanted to buy something even if it was something small for everyone. Out grocery shopping you'd say "oh gma n gpa would love this" or frankie would like this. Or uncle brandon.isaac..etc...

? that heart of yours was so big. You were sad the homeless didn't have a home like you. You always thought even as a young child that you didn't deserve a home. Omg how I miss you. Ilu & isreal ?????????? please watch over me & visit me in my dreams xoxo

Hi my sweet mama. Today is Monday I know a lil late in tbe day but it's been hard. Today is the last time I spoke to you. I told you I was going to call you back but you didn't answer. Only God knows why but then Im to wake tomorrow facing the fact that he took you from me. To tbe day Tuesday May 16th 2017 ?????????? ?? i miss you soooo very much ilu n isreal 4ever ??

I miss and love you to the ends of time
Days are long nights are longer I am not getting any stronger
I wait for you in my dreams. I just want to feel a hug or a kiss upon my forehead
Can you see me? Can you hear my cries? Are you watching over me? I no longer get yr replys

Today is the 2nd....day after Easter
Dad & I sat with you I wish more people felt the need to sit with you at holidays
We went to the park Saturday I wanted to cry the whole time
Yr missing so much I just wana wake from this bad dream. Ilu & isreal ??????????

Oh my gosh
I am soooo missing you I find it hard to talk to you ;& you don't reply back. I can't get use to that and don't want to byt that's just reality & it hurts. No one knew me like you. You had tbe wisest things to say even though you struggled yrself. I miss talking with you i miss yr face. Ily & isreal with all my heart.

Ps.....
You see we take yr bby jersey to sit with you.
He misses you too

Happy Heavenly Mamas day
I can't get thru this without you I wish you were here. I hate this feeling of loneliness
Imu ilu and isreal ??????????

I remember when you were little & we'd watch land before time.
Little foot ?? omg i cried so hard watching the music video
Imu ily endlessly ????????????

We drove by our old house on Mattos where you grew up. We should have never left
It's up for sale. $1,100,000 gosh can you believe that

Have not been here ib a while. I was thinking back to one time when you found tiny. And then I started to remember when you got jersey moo moo.kovu. then that d9g michelle got without my permission but you really wanted him so until we got a cage he had to sleep in garage idk why ge didn't stay in your room. I wish I can turn bk time
God i miss you so much. 143 you & isreal ??????????

I forgot my password & it's been a struggle for me. I feel helpless I should have been there for you but now understand the last time I seen you. That's how God wanted me to keep you. That smile. 143

I haven't been here in so long. Im sorry. I talk to you everyday i just sit in silence most days.still can't believe yr gone.you're not replying back ily. I found a lot of pictures i will upload if this site gets visits they can share in yr beautiful life

I missed coming on here to tell you happy birthday
I hopeyou were holding Isreal dancing watching over yr dad and I
And everyone else
I miss and love u so much ??

I thank God that I finally found you. Allll my life I waited for someone like you??
I miss you. It has been the hardest 2yrs of my you??I wish nothing more but to have you here with me
My heart hurts so bad its hard to talk to people the way you & i talked. You were wise beyond your years
Ily my lil mama ??

Long time. I miss u. I cannot express that enough. You're all my heart thinks about. I want to write a book in your memory
Guide me. Help me ily so much give my grandson kisses 143

It's been so long. You know me and my scatter brain
Happy Birthday my Angel bby ??
I miss u. We are going to sit by yr garden & let balloons go.
Ily always

3 years today
Man oh man I'm lost without you
The world is in chaos right now and i know I'd be beside myself trying to keep you safe. We'd argue but then I'd have to still hug u

I don't leave the house because of this Virus that's airborne. Stay keeping me safe. Ily n isreal. Today a lady a stranger brang flowers. She delivered our groceries but later returned with flowers. I am beyond words. More importantly you're missed n thought of. ??????

I'm sorry I've not posted here. I post so many other places I get too discouraged because I know you're not writing back. I leave you messages on fb.instagram but everyday that passed still nothing. I dream of you very little of what i can remember.
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I know U through your Momma back during the time her and I worked at the group home in Alum Rock . You were a teenager . The love your Mom expressed and showed for you was above snd beyond . I know the bond she has with you is bigger than big , deeper then any ocean , taller than any mountain . I didn’t meet you but I met you and I know U through your Mom .

Imu I'm sorry i haven't visited you. Time flies and its saddening ilu mama ???????? give isreal kisses from gramma

Happy Heavenly 30th mama ?????????? I miss you so much I'm hoping today to honor you & you'll love it smiling upon dad & me ? give Isreal kisses n hugs ???????