I'm very sorry for your loss. I know this is a challenging time for you. The Bible has a promise I think you might appreciate. In Isaiah 25:8, God promises to 'swallow up death forever', and in John 5:28, 29 he says he will ressurect them. It's a promise. How do you feel about that? One day, you'll see them alive and well. I know this is hard, though, and I am very sorry for your loss.
I met Polly when I took my husband to Sheltering Arms for PT and Polly was there. They both had PD. His days on earth were less than hers and sometimes, in class, he had a real struggle. Polly's bright smile and cheery demeanor helped him try harder.
Forever grateful,
Dottie Figg