So sorry  to hear of your  loss.   My heart feels so sad. My condolence to you and your loved ones  . But there is hope.  Soon Jesus is going to set up his Kingdom  here on Earth .  When he does, he is  going to bring the dead back to life again,  here on Earth. Matthew 6:10  Acts 24:15 Psalms 37:11,29. When he does, he will make this Earth a  paradise. Revelations 21:3-5. No more death, pain, sickness, tame animals , old will be young again. Job 33:25;  Isaiah11:6-9; Isaiah 65:25;   Hosea 2:18.  Please look up all the scriptures, and  you will see, that all  this is true.      And will happen.           For more information  check out this link .      Everything is  free
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