May you find comfort in the support and love of friends during this difficult time. Know that from God's own words at Psalm 34:18, that He is nearest to the brokenhearted.  Hold out hope in His kingdom to come and this promise at Revelation 21:4 And he will wipe out every tear from their eyes, and death will be no more, neither will mourning nor outcry nor pain be anymore. The former things have passed away.”