My son, my best friend. We grew up together. Muddled through this thing called life, together. A week ago today you left me. My heart is broken. You were my life from your first breath to your last. I'm at a stand still. Afraid to move forward, unable to go back. I love you always son. Love, Mom

A month has gone by since you left. I'm so lost without you my son. I'm not sure how to deal with the loss of you. My buddy, my companion through life. No matter what, we were always there for each other. Now what do I do without you?

Well it's been two months now. I.dont know how, time just keeps rolling on. My heart hurts so much. Life just isn't the same without you. I'm having such a hard time Mike. Today I felt you here with me. Don't know how to live without my son. My whole life it's been about you. Now what? Always here, in my heart. I love you beyond words...

18 weeks today. My heart is as broken today as it was the moment I realized you were gone.I don't know how to survive this. But with your help, I will. Having your celebration of life on July 2nd. Most of our family is coming. That should be interesting. I love you Mike, send a sign.

Well some how 9 months have passed. I don't know how I have gotten here. I miss your physical presence so very much. You are soaring high, living your best life. But mom is still here, trying to figure out how to live without you HERE. Since I was 17 years old I had you by my side. But you left before me. Now what Mike? I love you, always. Momma Duece

It's been awhile since I wrote anything here. I love you and miss you every moment of every day. Your transition to spirit is softer now. Not in any way easier, never better. You were truly bigger than life. But you are continuing to show me my way. I stopped thinking that it's not fair. It is how it was meant to be. Some day when I join you I will not be sad anymore. Love you Michael. Mom