I'm so sorry for your loss. I know times like this must be challenging. The Bible offers some encouragement. In Isaiah 25:8 God promises to swallow up, or destroy, death forever. In John 5: 28, 29 he promises to resurrect our loved ones back to life. So we'll never die, and we'll have our loved ones in our arms again. I hope you find that comforting, and i am so sorry for your loss.