How truly sorry I am for your loss. Psalm 34:18 says,"Jehovah is close to the brokenhearted; He saves those who are crushed in spirit." May you have a measure of comfort from the love of family and friends. Please also note the promise of God at Revelation 21:4 And he will wipe out every tear from their eyes, and death will be no more, neither will mourning nor outcry nor pain be anymore. The former things have passed away.”