I am truly sorry for your loss. May you find comfort in the love of family and friends. Place faith in the promises of God to be reunited (John 5:8,9) and this found at Isaiah 25: 8 He will swallow up death forever, And the Sovereign Lord Jehovah will wipe away the tears from all faces. The reproach of his people he will take away from all the earth, For Jehovah himself has spoken it."