The death of a loved one is the most devastating thing we deal with. May you find comfort and have faith in our loving heavenly Father, Jehovah God’s promise of an earthly paradise where even death will no longer exist. That promise is found at Revelation 21:4, 5 which reads in part that "death will be no more........ .”  God’s promise even includes resurrecting the dead to live again on the earth Psalms 37:11, 29.

My condolences for your loss.