I am so sorry to hear of your loss.  Death is so unnatural and isn't anything that God ever intended for us. I think that you will find comfort in this Scripture found at Isaiah 25:8 ,"He will swallow up death forever, And the Sovereign Lord Jehovah will wipe away the tears from all faces". Isn't that reassuring? Please visit our website at www.jw.org to learn more about God's promises.