Sincere condolences for your loss. It’s difficult to deal with the loss of a loved one. Many millions are comforted by the promise of a coming resurrection of many who’ve died to live again on a restored paradise earth. To live forever without sickness, pain and death is a promise at Revelation 21:3,4; Psalm 37:9-11,29; Acts 24:15. May these scriptures give you a hope also for the future.