Jolene McGillivary was more then just a mother to me. She was my friend. Mom was so easy to talk to I could tell her anything. When she was able to walk she loved to shop. I guess that's where I get it from. I would pick her up on Sat mornings we would have the day planned out. And she would always make sure we went to lunch or dinner. I love you mom. You will be in my heart forever.

Happy 80th Birthday Mom ,

I miss you every day so many times I want to call you and tell you things that have happen in my day and I remember I cannot. I still talk to you when IM alone. Hoping you here me one way or another. I miss you so much. I can't seem to think about you and not cry. I love you Mom

Hi Mom it's been 1 year since you left us. It feels like yesterday. I wish you were still here with us. Your favorite holiday will be here soon. It will not be the same without you.  I will be making some of your favorite deserts. Hoping they turn out like yours did..      
I love and miss you so much.

Hi Mom, I couldn't sleep it's your Birthday today. Happy Birthday and yesterday was Easter Happy Easter. There was a birds nest in the flowers I made for you with 4 little eggs in it. There was a lady there she gave me her left over flowers. Then I came home and had Easter dinner. I love and miss you so much. I wish you were here to talk to. You make everything seem ok. Oxoxox

Hi Mom, I hope your free and so happy has can be. Your with Nana and grandpa, and Charlie and Pepi. Not a day goes by with out me thinking of you. I miss you so much. I know you drop in and check on me . There so much to say. That’s what the journal is for. I just want you to know you were the best and I can’t wait to see you again.I love you always Mom love Tracey

I forgot Merry Christmas. and Happy New Year, Happy Easter and Happy Birthday.

Love you Mom

Happy Birthday Mom  Thank you for being around me when I needed you. I felt your presence near me when I was talking to you. I'm not going to lie it freaked me out a bit.  I do miss and love you very much. I think about you often. I want to call you then I put the phone down and I just talk to you. Have a Happy Happy Birthday I love you more then life itself. Take care Mom.

Hi Mom, I'm sure you know by now Rodger has left us to come be with you. We still do not know how he died. Hopefully he did not suffer he was found alone. I miss you every day when I heard the news Rodger passed away the first person  I thought of calling  was you. But I could not.  I love and miss you mom.