When someone we love falls asleep in death we feel an almost unbearable pain, leaving us with many emotions such as anger, pain, disbelief,  denial and maybe even guilt.  Our lives will never be the same. We never get over the loss, we just have to go on without them. Our love never dies, but remains forever in our hearts and memories. May you find comfort in our heavenly Father Jehovah God’s promise of an earthly paradise (Revelation 21:3-5) where even death will no longer exist and where our dead loved ones will be resurrected to live on the earth forever in peace (Acts 24:15 and Psalms 37:11, 29).
Please accept my condolences for your loss