Sorry for the loss of your dear loved one. The pain we feel is because of the words of Romans 5:12. But there is hope for us which is recorded at Revelation 21:3,4 and Psalms 37:9-11, 29. The Bible says to "throw your burden upon Jehovah." (Psalms 55:22) May prayer to God bring you comfort at this time. www.jw.org