My sincere condolences for your devastating loss. May you find comfort in Gods promises to end soon all death, sickness and pain as it says at Revelation 21:3,4. For those asleep in death he will resurrect them back to life on a restored paradise earth to live forever (John 5:28,29 Psalms 37:9-11,29)  If you would like to hear more encouraging hope from the bible please visit www.jw.org