I'm so sorry for your loss. I know this has to be a difficult time for you. I was just leaving a small passage from the Bible. In Isaiah 25:8 God promises to swallow up death, eliminating it from the Bible. In John 5: 28, 29 he promises a resurrection. Not will our loved ones never die, but we'll have them in our lives again. I am so sorry for your loss, I send my condolences.