Sincere condolences for your loss. When our family members die it's hard to deal with. We were never meant to die but Jehovah God has promised to end death, pain and suffering forever as it says at Revelation 21:3,4. Many that have died will be resurrected back to life on a restored paradise earth to live again forever (Acts 24:15, Psalms 37:9-11,29) This is a bible based hope. www.jw.org