Evan you dumb fuck, you had so many chances. I hated you for the last years of your life, you hurt so many people I loved and others as well. You let drugs take over your whole personality and before I knew you were gone, even while still alive. You let chemicals become your main focus. I wish you took it all more seriously and tried to get help. I don't miss the shell, but I miss you.

I wish you had applied yourself with your computers skills, hell you told me about Bitcoin years before it even became something that might change the world. Yet you never once wanted to learn about it outside ironic BS and memes. I was your best friend for so many years, I wanted to the best for you. I'm sorry the drugs took over, none of use gave you the strength to rise above.

You inspired me to follow a career in computers and software, you inspired me to like interesting music, you inspired me to make it as well. Before the RC binge you were a weird dude, but I loved you. RIP Evam Katcham my best friend. (That's not a typo either, only real friends of Evan know the story about the hilarious cop who got everyone's names wrong). I miss you everyday.

was thinking about you the other day bud. you're still missed all these years later, even by people who barely knew you