I am sorry to hear about your loss. It is always hard to lose someone you love. I wanted to share some comforting scriptures with you. One is Revelation 21:4 and it says that Jehovah God will wipe out every tear from our eyes and death will be no more. What a wondering time to look forward to along with John 5:28,29 and Psalm 37:10,11,29. I hope that these will bring you comfort.