Deborah, you’re with your mom and dad now. Rest in perfect peace sister-in-law.
My sincere condolences on your loss. May you find comfort in knowing God is not far off from the brokenhearted(Psalm 34:18) and that He intends to reunite you with your loved one in paradisaic conditions. Revelation 21:4 And he will wipe out every tear from their eyes, and death will be no more, neither will mourning nor outcry nor pain be anymore. The former things have passed away.”