My deepest condolences for your loss. Note God's comfort at Psalm 34:18, "Jehovah is close to the brokenhearted; He saves those who are crushed in spirit." The promise of resurrection shall happen soon.(John 5;28,29) Leading to this,"And he will wipe out every tear from their eyes, and death will be no more, neither will mourning nor outcry nor pain be anymore."(Rev 21:4)