I'm so sorry for your loss. I'm leaving a little Biblical thought, found in Isaiah 28:5- He will swallow up death forever, and the Sovereign Lord Jehovah will wipe away the tears from all faces.- What do you think about that? That is a promise from God, that one day he's going to remove death entirely. sorrow will be gone. But right now, you're still sad. And i am so sorry for your loss.