Im so sorry for your loss. I'm leaving a thought from the Bible, found in Isaiah 28:5- He will swallow up death forever, and the Sovereign Lord Jehovah will wipe away the tears from all faces what do you think about that? A world where God has eliminated death, tears of sadness are no more. In that verse, he promises to do that. But that doesnt change the sadness now. I'm sorry, again.