Your loss seems unbearable I know. My deepest love and condolences I offer along with these words that I hope will comfort you, found at Isaiah 25: 8 He will swallow up death forever, And the Sovereign Lord Jehovah will wipe away the tears from all faces. The reproach of his people he will take away from all the earth, For Jehovah himself has spoken it.

Looking to time when there is no more death.  Jehovah's hand is not shot.