Sincere condolences for your loss. It is so hard to lose a loved one and causes great sadness. Know that Jehovah God cares and he will soon bring an end to our pain, sickness, suffering and death as recorded at Revelation 21:3,4. Many will be resurrected back to live again forever on a restored paradise earth (Acts 24:15, Psalms 37:9-11,29)It's a real bible based teaching. Go to www.jw.org