Sincere condolences for your loss. May you find comfort in Gods promises at Revelation 21:3,4 which says "he will wipe out every tear from their eyes and death will be no more, neither will mourning nor outcry nor pain be anymore." A future resurrection back to life on a restored paradise earth awaits many of our dear loved ones (Acts 24:15, Psalms 37:9-11,29) see www.jw.org for more info