I was just leaving condolences with you today. Losing someone is so hard, and im sorry for you and your family. I was also leaving a small hope from the bible, found at Isaiah 25:8- He will swallow up death forever, And the Sovereign Lord Jehovah will wipe away the tears from all faces- What do you think about it? One day you'll see them, and death will be gone. I'm so sorry for your loss.