I am so sorry to hear of your loss. Although it may seem not much can help at the moment, it is very encouraging to take comfort from God's word the bible. He tells us at Revelation 21:4, 'death will be no more.' Soon we won't have to suffer the pain of losing a loved one and we have the wonderful hope of seeing them again (John 11:25). I hope this brings you comfort as it has for me. Please accept my warm condolences.