I was just leaving my condolences, and sharing a small thought from the bible. Notice what Isaiah 25:8 says: He will swallow up death forever, and the Sovereign Lord Jehovah will wipe away the tears from all faces- What do you think of that? That's a promise, that death will be no more. So you can look forward to seeing your loved one again. I know it hurts now, and I'm sorry for your loss