Mother, I miss you but I know you are happier now. There is no more fear of falling, no pills, no pain, your memories have  been restored and of course no more diapers!  love your Billyann

Hello Mother, it has been 1 year and 2 months since you left. I really miss you but I know that you are in a better place. No more drugs, pain, fear. I know that you will always be with me in my heart and memories. XOXOXOXO

Hello Mother. Happy Birthday. It has been 2 years since you left. I think about you and miss you every day. I am still finding out amazing things about you from family. You sacrificed for us and always put us first. I love you always and miss you.

Hello mother, It is hard to believe it is two years and two months since you left. I miss you and think of you and dad everyday. I have been trying to create a new life in order to make sure you did not make your sacrifices for me for nothing. Both sides of our family are watching over me and making sure I am not alone. I know that you are also watching over me as I can feel you near me.  

Hello mother, this is Billyann. I love you mother and see yours and dad's presence everywhere around me which brings me comfort in your absence. I miss you and think about you guys every day.

Happy birthday mother and happy earth day!!. It would be your 83rd birthday. I can't believe it has ben 2 years and 6 months since you died. I miss you every day and think about you all the time. You made many sacrifices for me and dad. I know there were times were you were very scared but you did what you had to do anyway. You were the strongest woman I knew. You always thought of other  

Hello Mother, It is hard to believe it has been 3 years! I miss you every day. I miss your crooked smile, your craziness and your love and willingness to put me and dad first. I know you protected me until the end. I feel your strength and love every day. It sustains me during hard times. You were my biggest cheerleader and one of the strongest people I knew. Love you. Your Billyann    

Happy 84th birthday and happy Earth Day mother. You came first before any one had created "Earth Day". I remember that you were ahead of everyone, when you became interested in organic gardening, composting, planting prairie grasses instead of using chemicals to control weeds and planting native plants to conserve water. You did all this before it became fashionable to do it. I miss your  

Hello mom, hard to believe it has been 4 years. I see you everywhere on this property and feel you also. I am decorating the house with green a little at a time. Your favorite color! You would be glad to know that I have been traveling and creating a life as you wanted me to do for years. Wish you were here to travel with me and help  me redesign the back garden. You knew everything      

Happy 85th birthday. Yoru rose has lots of flowers which you love! Thank you for always having my back and all your sacrifices. You and dad were the bravest and smartest people I know. Appropriate they called your birthday "Earth Day", you were "organic" and a native gardener before anyone knew what it was. Miss you ALOT!!!! You were one of the 3 musketeers!  Your Billyann misses you!!!  

Hello mom, hard to believe it has been 5 years since you left. I MISS you SO much. I miss your hugs, kisses, your laughter. I miss your creativity. I am trying to develop my own creativity. I have replanted the back slope using your books. This time it WILL survive .I love you forever and think of you every day. your Billyann XOXOXOXO  

Happy 86th birthday. I love you and miss you. I feel you guiding me whenever I do something creative. I am planting more plants in the back for you..The plants I planted in the fall are still alive I think of you when I see them. Your love, faith in me  and strength carry me through each day. I miss you , love your baby, Billy Ann

It has been 6 years since you left me. I miss you everyday but I feel you watching over me which gives me strength and comfort I get braver every day and if I feel fear I "do it afraid" and think of you for strength.I know you were afraid many times but you always pushed through, You are my inspiration and my strength. Thank you for all the sacrifices you made for us Love you Love your Bi

Happy 87th birthday mom, Hard to believe it has been 6 1/2 years since you left. I miss your hugs, jokes, craziness and fearlessness. You always said I could do anything and believed in me more than I believed in myself. Thank you for all the sacrifices you did for me and dad. I know you are still making people laugh. To Kazzoo the funniest clown I knew. Love & miss you your Billyann,

Hello mom, hard to believe it has been 7 years! I really miss your hugs, laughter, smile, and our talks, You always kept me grounded.I always felt your love and support no matter what I did. I still remember when you when on stage at the Pavillion to dance with the Dixie Land Jazz Band. You were never shy or afraid of anything.You were the only one to call me
  

Happy 88th Birthday mother. I miss you every day but because of your sacrifices and all you taught me I am fine.  Your rose is blooming and Erlinda has grown your rose from a cutting I gave her. She said it reminds her of you.

Hello Mother, hard to bleieve it has been 8 years. I miss you You were the only one to call me Billyann and your baby. I miss our talks and our drives. I miss you telling me to calm down and your support no matter how mad I made you.l know you worried about me and  you can relax because I am ok and doing everything you taught me. I think of you when I have a problem to solve. Love, Love,  

Happy 89th birthday mom. I miss you every day. Thank you for keeping me calm and giving me purpose. You were Earth Mom before anyone knew what that was. I will keep trying to perfect your garden. I am still trying to live a useful and happy life as you wanted me to. Love you forever. Your Billyann

Happy Mother's Day mom. Thank you for always seeing my potential when I never did. Thank you for your sacrifices and bravery and always putting me and dad first. You did many things I never had the courage to do I
I love you, your Billyann and your baby

Happy 91st birthday. Happy earth day. You embodied all the attributes of today before anyone knew what earth day was. I miss you every day . Thank you for all the sacrifices you made to protect me. love always your Billy Ann

Hello mom, I can't believe it has been 11 years. I miss you everyday but I feel you watching over me. I am fine.I am slowly building a good and fruitful life that you always wanted for me.This will be my last message to you. I love you forever. Your Billy Ann.