I was just leaving my deepest condolences. I am so sorry for your loss. Losing someone is so painful. I was just leaving a thought from the Bible today. It's in Isaiah 25:8 He will swallow up death forever, and the Sovereign Lord Jehovah will wipe away the tears from all faces.— is that a new thought? Death will be gone. One day you will see your loved one again. Im so sorry for your loss.