It's been 1 whole year since I've heard your voice. I miss your loud and obnoxious laughter. Sitting here 1 year later watching star trek just to be a lite closer to you. I wish you were here dad. I wish I could have had the chance to give you one more hug and kiss. Tonight is hard. It l feels so fresh again. The day cant come soon enough when. I get to see you dad. Rest easy. I love you.

Rene I love u and miss yousoo much there will never be a love like the love I shared with u and not a day goes by I don't think  of you my heart will forever be yours  and I'm so lucky to have known such a beautiful person  and I just miss y so much and I miss our kids    you were a good dad and I go on loving you   but I want u to no the best years of my life were with you í love you Rene