My sincere condolences for the loss of your loved one. Death is very hard to accept but the holy writings tell us that soon death will be gone. Isaiah 25:8 says,"He will swallow up death forever, And the Sovereign Lord Jehovah will wipe away the tears from all faces." Ancient man Job knew that at death he would be in the grave awaiting Gods call to resurrect him In the future (Job14:13-15)