My condolences for the heartache you must feel deeply. The loss of a bright future is mind boggling. Rest assured God sees your pain and is always there as a comforter.(2Th 2:16,17) Soon He will correct all wrongs.and you will be reunited with your loved one. Rev 21:4 And he will wipe out every tear from their eyes, and death will be no more, neither will mourning nor outcry nor pain be anymore. The former things have passed away.”