I am so sorry for your loss. I know its devastating to lose a loved one. Comfort can be found in the scriptures. Notice what God wants you and I to know at John 5: 28, 29- “Do not be amazed at this, for the hour is coming in which all those in the memorial tombs will hear his voice and come out."- God will reunite you with your loved one. Again, I am so sorry for your loss.