I am so sorry for your loss- I know how hard this can be. Notice what comfort God sends your way at John 5: 28, 29- "Do not be amazed at this, for the hour is coming in which all those in the memorial tombs will hear his voice and come out." God, named Jehovah, wants you to have your loved one back in your arms. It's hard now, though, and I'm so sorry for your loss.