I'm very sorry for your loss. I know this hurts, and I wanted to just leave you a little comfort from the Bible. In Isaiah 25:8, it tells us that God will "swallow up death forever". In John 5: 28, 29, he promises a resurrection. One day, we won't lose our loved ones, and we'll see the ones we've lost again. I know it hurts still, and I am so sorry for your loss.