Losing someone you love in death is so painful and no wonder, the Bible calls death an enemy that will be done away with (1 Corinthians 15:26). At that time Jehovah will make "all things new......" Revelation 21:3-5.
I am very sorry for your loss.
The good times when you always played chef you did it well you enjoyed always your family with that great smile and jokeous laugh missed but never ever forgotten!